All the time...

ya trips me out when i see them

I will not be on colors 3d for a few day i had a family member say some mean things to me.....i need to think about stuff: [

uh oh... that aways hurts... You know those siblings XD can be quite annoying little cures, (got three of them not including you) if you wanna talk about you can aways talk to me. I may not be as good at cheering people up as you are, but I'll do anything I can to help cheer up my big sis^-^ What this famliy member say? Was it your mom/ one of your siblings? Why did it hurt so much? Your good person, better then who ever hurt you!

my mom said i was never ment to exist and..... :'[ that im a wast of a human life she said then said im not a family memeber and i never was. She told me i was just a dummy child so she could see how to really raise a kid i was allways just a pawn to her she then raised her voice and said i should just die that way she dose not have to look at my face anymore.... : ( it makes me sad i will get over it soon this happens a lot but this one i dont know why but it makes me feel a lil more sad then the rest im sorry if this upsets you.

so like i said im just thinking over some things i just need some time i will be fine.

Take all the time you need, I'll still be here when you get back, and Messy, I know how you feel... I'm the first born in my famliy too... I'm a ginnypig to them, they test it on me then do it better with my siblings. I know how you feel Messy, your not alone. Your mom (sorry if this affends you) is a nasty inhuman thing! You don't treat anyone like a lab rat that's just not right! Everyone (well maybe not everyone, your mom can go to hea.l, so can the mur.ders and so forth) disurves to live espeasally you! YOU are not a lab rat! You are more human then the any of them! You disserve a full and happy life! Don't listen to your mom, she's the rat! You help people, you care for them even if their helpless los.ers like me! I'm surprised you still talk to your mom when she treats you like this, only a person with charity would do that! You have charity in your heart, you care (I prosume) for your mom even though she treats you like this, that that takes alot let me tell you that! Only a specal person like you can say they have charity! You disserve to live more then anyone! Get better okay messy, and take all the time you need, maybe when you get back I'll have some more pics uploaded^-^ Take care big sis!

thank you brothet van and you are not a loser

Gosh there you go again, your so full of charity (which is a very good thing) You are a good person, no one can say other wise!

thank you i feel better now! thank you.

Your lieing aren't you? Don't let her get in your head okay. Your a good person!

Sorry didn't mean to acuse you like that... It's just I don't want you to go on with these kinda feelings floating in your mind... they hurt, I don't want my big sister to be hurting like that... so if your not happy, or if your feeling down say something, and I'll try better to help you out! Okay big sis... your a good person, a hole lot better then your mother! You care for people. Your mother doesn't know a thing about you! People do care for you, and you do disserve to live!

again sorry for accuseing you of lieing I'm sure you weren't... I... I do that sometimes myself... I'm not proud of it... again your a good person messy, your name totaly contradics yourself. Your a clean person!

lol Van im not mad at you and i do feel better when i talk to ppl that i trust thank you for leting me talk to you. you helped me this time instead of me helping you im really happy that i desided to chat with you when i frist say your gallery i would be bored if i never met you on here! i allso got a horse pic up thanks for the idea!

lol thanks for trusting me, and I was just giving out ideas your the one that drew it^-^ alsome by the way!